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alright, you know the rule of every blog:
My profile is supposed to go here..i have nothing to say!my name is Thirah..im 15.. i know deep in my heart that im a HSM fan! and no doubt a Bieber fan! a belieber i guess 
my wishlist? to get a bunch of new booksa laptop and pretty much any other teenage girl would ask for |
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Sunday, 27 November 2011 @ 01:12 I should probably change my background now.. Tua Sudah and I'm getting sick if it! |
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@ 01:10 For the past week or so, the teachers have been forcing us to -Find what course we want to do -look at unis we're interested to go to -look at the unis which have the course we're interested It's really depressing when you really think about it.. I just realised that the next next time I start a new school year whole be at uni.. Like seriously think about it, September 2013 I'll be in the UK somewhere starting my degree! How scary is that? A year from now, I would've already picked out my top 10 uni's and already chosen what course I want to do at those unis.. This is my second last november in Brunei before I go to uni!! Oh yeah, all the universities which came to the Study UK convention thing di empire came to school.. We had to walk around an talk to all the Uni's that sound interesting.. So right now I have like 5 different uni punya prospectus on my bed, all of them ada a dog-eared page on the course I'm interested in.. The week before this, a representative of the University of Manchester came to school.. She about everything about Manchester and I was just sitting in the corner nodding to everything she said and I was excited cause I really want to go there! It's like home Sudah wah sana ah cause 2 of my siblings went to uni there.. But then she said that the uni of Manchester has one of the highest applicants every year, which slims down my chance if ever masuking.. So now I am currently really interested in this uni called 'Queen Mary,University of London' I wouldn't mind going to Uni in London.. I think it would be kinda cool=D The course I'm interested in is called 'Sustainable Energy Engineering' Sounds cool right? And its a MEng not a BEng.. Which is basically 4 years and by the end I will be a Master of Engineering.. If I did 3 years Saja it would be Bachelor of Engineering.. The course is year 1 to 3 is basically mechanical engineering tapi the 4th year Saja lain.. There was this other uni, Cardiff, they have this course called Civil and Environmental Engineering.. And one of he variations of the course is that the course is for 5 years with a year in either France or Spain! And I was like SPAIN!! okayy, onwards yoo!! Some if my kawans baru kan talk to their parents about what course they should do.. Tapi aku just thought really hard about what I want to do and that was to develop Brunei, and I thought I should do that by fixing our energy problem.. Wheb I told this to bapa, he seemed upset that I didn't want to be a doctor anymore but then when I said energy he smiled abit but then thought "you dont have phyics, inda dapat engineering!" and I was like "I won't be an engineer.. You get me?" Bapa answered with "I hear you" And I was like "hearing and understanding isnt the same thing.." And he jaat nodded.. And now I said I wanna be an engineer and he repeated you dont have phyics, inda dapat engineering!" and I was like "dapaaaat! I read kata Dorang 'if you don't do physics, you we except either Biology, Chemistry or Geography' and I do all three!! =D " |
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@ 00:31 I had softball on monday.. I have a crush on the guy who was pitching.. On the first ball, I swing-ed too soon.. And he was like "just wait till the ball's closer.. Wait a little longer.." and he was basically helping me.. and he was a really good softballer! Catches really well and throws like oh hot damn~ When he threw the next ball, I hit it, straight into him.. I saw the ball drop to the ground which meant that I was still in so I ran to the 1st base! When I turned around, he was clutching his tummy.. Not long after that he hit the ground, trying him best not to hold his crowned jewels in front of the whole class.. And then he toppled over..I had just hit him where the sun don't shine 0.0 I ran arah ia and was like "ARE YOU OKAY? oh my gawd! I am sooo sorrryyy!!" And all the girls high-5ed me and all the guys looked at me with a pained expression which sent me into another round of apologies.. After a while he was like "miss, can I sit out the game for a bit?" which made me feel even more guilty! And everytime I apologised he was like "I'm okay, it's okay! I'm okay now! It was a good hit" And I was still so guilty! What made it worse was that I had double math with him next!! Like oh dear gooooood! When he came into class, I was looking at him with like an awkward smile (cause he sits infront of me) and he did the whole 'im watching you' motion.. My face literally went 0.0 and he was like "I'm kiddingg!" When my first math teacher left and the other one came i told him "dude, I still feel soooo bad!" and he was like "you'd better" and I'm like "I DO!!" and Justine was like "look at him! He's fiiinee!" and he was like "yeah, I'm fine!" and I was like oookayyyy.. When class ended, he asked us if we believed in Karma..and me and Justine were like "oooh,he's still thinking about uh, today's events.!!" Turns out, Karma always balas him very quickly.. He told us that once, he was in a sailing competition.. And he was head to head with another guy to the finishing line.. And the other guy's beam snapped and capsized and ia ketawakan.. Not 5 seconds later, his beam also snapped and he capsized.. Neither of them won.. And masa the softball game, someone got hit in the face with the baseball and he laughed at that dude for like 5 minutes straight.. So he said that was his punishment for laughing.. On my way to dinner, I told Sim about it and he was just like "you should've put your hand there!" And I was like "yeah! And I shouldve asked 'are you swelling? or is this your normal size?'*insert perv smile*" atuu! Nyamaaan wah ketawakan kami! Like crazy yoo! |
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@ 00:29 I had a thought quite recently and it occurred to me how depressingly average I am.. I'm not athletic.. I have horrible hand-eye coordination and I can't really run or catch.. So I can't play football, basketball or baseball. Don't have the strongest arm, so I can't throw.. I can't aim so I can't do archery or bowl.. I probably can't play sports more than other people.. I'm not exactly the healthiest.. Since I can't do sports I dont.. And I don't exercise sebab inda tahan.. And I like to eat in large amounts.. Im not artistic.. I have horrible memory, so I can never remember which note is which string or key.. I know exactly one song on the piano, atu pun only the right hand and I forgot how to play the guitar.. My timing on instruments is also bad..We all know I can't sing.. I'm probably artistically handicapped! I can't dance to save my life And we all know that I'm not exactly pretty, so I wont expand on that.. I mean come on, Im sure a chair has more sex appeal than I do!! I always thought that I had being smart going on for me but recent revelations has shown that this is not true.. I'm grades are very average.. Maybe even below average.. If life was just a large crowd, I would sink to the depth of the crowd and blend in.. I have nothin that would set me apart from the rest.. The only thing that might is the annoying personality i have.. And that is not a positive.. The only thing that I have ever been good at is the manual part of D&T.. and I also got a C for that subject.. No wait actually, I'm actually probably below average! Life is soo depressing.. |
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Thursday, 16 June 2011 @ 19:57 So i recently watched "Breakfast At Tiffany's" its an old movie and everything and its kinda lame that atu was the first time i watched it.. anywayyy, i LOVE Audrey Hepburn's character and everything but she DID NOT deserve to get Paul Varjak in the end!! throughout the whole movie i was like "NO PAUL! JANGAN SUKA IA!!!!" and vicky next to me was just like "what are you saying?" and i was like "oh right, i was speaking malayy =.=' " i dont know why, tapi when ever i come across a character named Paul, aku selalunya suka tarus as in like crush wahhh! like the Paul from my Knife book, the Paul Varjak and for some reason the Paul from the alien movie Paul jua, and i haven't even finished watching the movie.. and in case none of you have seen my tumblr lately, i am obsessed with DARREN CRISS! and i knew about him LONG before he was on Glee.. before he was on Glee, ia banyak musicals on youtube.. as part of the Starkid company and im obsessed with them too.. A Very Potter Musical A Very Potter Sequel.. Starship even as im writing this post, im listening to the Very Potter Sequel soundtrack.. i have all the songs and all the videos on my awesome iPod=D my obsession over Darren Criss masa ani is dimming down, tapi now im obsessed over Starkid! THEY ARE ALL JUST SO AWESOME! and cute..BUT MAINLY AWESOME! random berabis wah dorang ahh.. YOURE HARRY FREAKIN POTTER!!! we dont preferm Gandalf, Merlin or Oz, youre a whole lot hotter! with that lighting scar, youre a superstar to us all!! -sorry about that, a little spaz lagu harry freakin potter from the sequel- on a completely different note.. STUPID GEO HAZARDS PAPER TOMORROW! at 4pm.. at least its only an hour lahh..tapi an hour is not enough to finish a 16 page paper, with 6 mark questions everywhere!! so im in study right now right.. and im listening to music.. I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FREAKING REBEL!! cause we're not allowed to listen to music in study.. and the teacher is sitting like right next to me.. WUUUUUUUUUUUUW!!! Prom is next week!! and my dress isnt done yet, DAMN! ahhhhh... you guys may read this and think that im hyper and well, IM NOT!!!!!!! okay,*i actually just smiled to myself-creepy..* so maybe i am a little hyper.. and i cant exactly just start jumping round and round and round and round and round.. so im releasing it through BLOGGG!! ARGHWARGHHHAHGFHUREIGH VJGNBGRJ!! screw typos! im hyper and im clicking all the buttons all at one and salah and i have to usai and blarggggggh! its really taking away my THUNDERR*BANG AND A CLANG AND CRAP-thats supposed to be the sound of thunder btw, if you didnt catch thatt..* ANYWAAAAAAAAY! since abis the songs of potter sequel, now im listening to Taylor Swift!!! the album Speak now.. Eleana bought the album masa baru keluar, and aku culik the cd and put all the songs on mah iPod! STEALING OTHER PEOPLE'S TOYS ON THE PLAYGROUND WONT MAKE YOU ANY FRIENDS, SHE SHOULD KEEP IN MIND, SHE SHOULD KEEP IN MIND THERE IS NOTHING I DO BETTER THAT REVENGE!!!! anywaaaay... WOAHH! i was anyway alot!! this is a damn long post! imma cry kalau ia inda save and ia inda dapat post and all that shizzzz! atuwahhh!!!! (i didnt use anyway this timeee) DAMNN! THE SONG TURNED INTO A SAD SONG!!!! malas jua ku kan takan next.. THAT WASNT WHAT I WAS GONNA WRITE!! so what was i gonna write about? i had like a mental list of what i wanted to write about and i just keep on getting SIDETRACKED! aku malam aku tidur sorang dalam bilik cause si Vicky kana culik oleh mamanya, so aku SORANG IN A ROOM MEANT FOR 4 PEOPLE! si Justine is at home sebab ia abis papers! well not really, she has statistic math paper, tapi atu like 2 weeks away and Beth abis berabis all her papers.. lucky douche! aku next week inda di hostel sebab next week aku satu saja paper..on the friday.. geo 3: tourism =( so masa si vicky left tadi i was just like WTF! and went to sleep, this was during petang.. so woke up at like 4.30pm and showered.. sebab aku balik sekulah tarus tidur, YUM! oh yeahh! aku tadi bowling! and i was MOTHER-FREAKING CRAP at it! well you cant really blame me, the last time i bowled was at my 8th birthday party masa di holland.. anyway right, after i showered, i went to tara and alisha's room to go to dinner with them and when dinner was done, i was feeling lonerish cause tara needed to shower and alisha needed to sleep.. so i went to my room and packed all my craps..like my actual whole room! cause im not coming back after this week.. so yeahh.. and that took like 10 minutes sajaaa.. so then i went to the study room and pakai computer and ive been tumblring dari tadi sudahh.. alright, so i think this post is long enough.. see yaaa ps: WOAH! i copied and pasted this whole thing onto a word document incase inda dapat ia post and i lose all this craps.. anyway, sampai 4 pages wah! EH! EH! EH! DROP EVERYTHING NOW, MEET ME IN THE POURING RAIN!! ktnxbai! |
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Sunday, 22 May 2011 @ 17:07 So I lived through my 1st week of GCSE's.. Shockingly inwasnt as panicked as I expected myself to be.. Actually I wasn't panicked at all.. My whole room wah chill sajaa.. My list of exams : 16th : english paper 18th : English paper 19th : bahasa melayu paper 1, bahasa melayu paper 2 and biology 24th : English literature 25th : chemistry 27th : physics 28th - 5th : midterm break!!! 6th : d&t : product design and mathematics 1 paper 7th : history 10th : Mathematics Paper 2 13th : geography paper 1 : Urban 17th : geography paper 2 : Hazards 24th : geography paper 3 : tourism 28th 3 biology and chemistry 1a re-sits!! And then I'm FREE as a bird!!! |
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Saturday, 7 May 2011 @ 15:40 So on Thursday I had my last Physics class EVER! dice I'm not taking physics next year, it really was my last class.. The teachers keep on telling us to clear our lockers except for the books we need for Monday and Tuesday. Well you know what? I HAVE ALL OF MY SUBJECTS ON MONDAY OR TUESDAY, except for physics of course.. If you're wondering why I'm already having my last few classes, it's because our study leave starts on Wednesday.. And Tuesday is our last day of school.. So I'm guessing that's when the shirt signing will take place. Its gonna be so depressing cause like 50% of our year will not be coming back next year. Shirt signing is when on the last day of the leaver, everyone writes on their school shirt. Instead of a card or something.. That's why on the last day people always bring sharpies and extra school shirts.. Sepatutnya kann, Tuesday after Lunch, e get to skive our last two lessons for a BBQ with the rest of our year at the boarding house, tapi this idiot teacher said he hadn't finished teaching the course and inda suruh.. To then jadinya out BBQ is outside the gym, during lunch.. Like damn.. Karang tah sambung Continued!!Soo , since we don't get to miss our last 2 lessons, then now the whole year is going to skive off the last lesson and just hang out at the canteen and makan and just be sad together.. Esuk I'm going to have my last ever class of d&t, history, english lit.. I think that's it.. Tuesday will contain my last ever class of bm an I'm guessing pe, while I will skive off :D My first paper is on the 16th of may.. Last paper is on the 28th of June.. Prom is on the 25th of June.. If you're wondering what subjects am I talking in 6th form, they are: Biology Chemistry Mathematics Geography And English! THATS RIGHT!! I'm taking 5 subjects!! |
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Saturday, 29 January 2011 @ 18:11 him: so how long did it take for you to get over me? im just curious.. me: honestly.. im not so sure that i have
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Saturday, 22 January 2011 @ 00:16 Jay: You know what they say. It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. Kay: Yeah? Try it. |
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2010!
Friday, 31 December 2010 @ 23:30 I don't know how to say this but um, 2010, Im breaking up with you. I would say that it was my fault, but then that would be a lie. This break up is completely your fault. You moved to fast, and it feels like you didn't care about what effect you had on me. We may have had some fun together, but that wasn't enough. I'm sorry but goodbye. I can't wait till you no longer exist in about half an hour=D *spots 2011* Well helloo there=D I can't wait see what you have in store for me. Just please promise me that you'll treat me better than 2010, okay? I just hope what you have in store for me involve hugs, laughter, love and maybe a little heartbreak. But definitely acceptable grades=D CAN'T WAIT!! see you all next year=D Happy New Year everyone! welcome 2011(Y) let the fireworks begin=D and now i'm gonna enjoy the fireworks from the best seats in the neighbourhood, my attic's balcony (Y)
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Wednesday, 29 December 2010 @ 00:01 The doorbell rang. So i ran down to answer the door. It was them, the him and the her, the twins. I was completely shocked. I had only told her that i was home alone an hour ago. I did not at all expect for them to come. I mean seriously, it was 9 at night. She came in as soon as i opened the door. Not even a greet. She just stormed in. He was a little more polite. He smiled his sweet crooked smile and asked if he could come in. Naturally i slammed the door in his face. When i opened the door again a second later, his expression was priceless! She came in and went straight for the sofa and dropped into it. Which meant there wasn't any space for him and I to sit on the sofa, so we sat the floor. She started talking and talking and talking, until she remembered they were at my house so she started asking me all sorts of questions as if we hadn't seen each other for a million years! Which was an exaggeration! We maybe haven't seen each other in, i don't know, maybe six months? Thats hardly a million years! Oh, but i wished! I continued to answer her questions until half an hour later, when she instantly stood up like a straight bullet and announced that she needed the toilet, as if the whole world needed to know. So I said "Yeah sure, there's one right there", while pointing at a nearby bathroom. "No!", she insisted, "I wanna use a toilet that is actually used! Not just any old spare!" "Of course, lets go up stairs then", I forced the words through my fake smile. She got on my nerves so bad that day, I couldn't believe she's ever annoyed me more than that day..
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Monday, 27 December 2010 @ 23:48  see more Very Demotivational |
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Sunday, 26 December 2010 @ 16:44 "when there's planes in the sky for a chain of supply, that's logistics, when the parts for the line come precisely on time thats logistics!", sang the lady from the UPS logistics commercial.. try and have them send us a package from like uk to here.. and then they'll say "your package will arrive in 3 days" and then the package arrives in 20 days!! THAT WOULD TOTALLY MESS UP THEIR SONG!! MUAHAHHAHA!!!!!
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Wednesday, 15 December 2010 @ 20:32 Rapunzel: I can't believe i did this!! (whispers) I can't believe I did this.. I can't believe I did this!!! Mother would be so furious! That's okay though, I mean what doesn't know won't kill her.. OH MY GOSH! THIS WOULD TOTALLY KILL HER! This is sooo fun!! I, am a horrible daughter! Im going back.. I am NEVER GOING BACK! I am a dispicable human being=( WOO-HOO!! BEST. DAY. EVER!!!! (sobs!!) - i absolutely loved it when she went all bipolar after she left the tower! ps.. IT WAS FREAKING AWESOMEEEEE! Labels: awesome disney, rapunzel, tangled |
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Sunday, 7 November 2010 @ 00:36 i miss having crushes.. something to look forward to everyday.. a reason my heart frequently beats like crazy a reason to wrote quotes, a reason to look for quotes.. i never realized how much having crushes affected me.. and im not taking about one of those pass by crushes..im taking about those serious crushes.. the kind of crushes you try to hide from your friends, but somehow they always end up finding out.. and if they realize, then no duh he would realize.. i miss the type of crush where when he walks past, your cheeks just burn red instantly.. the kind of crush where when he talks to you, you instantly stutter.. jis guys just arent really crush-able.. although if Justine heard this, she would say that im lying.. well, technically, im not.. the kind of crushes i have in jis are the pass by crushes.. Labels: crushes |